leene_chan | I did it...... (Reply)

I don't even know if I want to write about this. I feel like I just burst a blood vessel in my brain! I hate myself for sinking so low, but.....I made a change in my master plan. I should be keelhauled, or something.....after I promised myself over and over again....ugh.....

I'm not going to do FCS any more. I just freaking ordered SD Aya from Frank! O__O.....I just whipped out my calculator and figured, hey, if you want a cute realistic SD and you do the FCS thing it's going to cost something like...$900 when it's all over, and here Aya is, she's cute and costs only $680. So....there's my SD of the year. I couldn't have waited--I got the last one! But my god, what the hell am I thinking?? I charged her on my credit card, and I'm just going to have to go nuts paying her off. Well, either than or go nuts saving up the 800+ dollars for the FCS doll....;_;

I was supposed to wait till my birthday! But Aya is limited edition, how could I have waited?! Oooooh oh oh...I am a crazy freak! I am such a fool. But what could I have done? Actually, there are many things I could have done, but what's done is done and I can't take it back.

I like to tell myself that I'm securing this doll's future. I'm preventing her from falling into the hands of someone who would disfigure her and give her hot pink lipstick. ::screams:: What have I done?! Am I nuts? Time to sell some more Suikoden crap!