Musings...

Even though I've been writing since I was five years old (no comment on the quality!)it strikes me that whenever I pick up the pen to start the first emotion I feel is fear. I've always been able to express myself better on paper than with speech but when I'm writing the opening lines I feel the same way I do when I try to start a conversation with someone I don't know very well. As I continue it fades away and then it comes back again. I have to trust myself to believe that once I'm through a rough patch it'll become easy again.

Maybe I'm the only person who feels this way when I'm working on a project. I hope not! I'd hate to think that my personality is going to plague me in everything I do. That's just not fair. 6_6