I did it......

[leene_chan]

I don't even know if I want to write about this. I feel like I just burst a blood vessel in my brain! I hate myself for sinking so low, but.....I made a change in my master plan. I should be keelhauled, or something.....after I promised myself over and over again....ugh.....

I'm not going to do FCS any more. I just freaking ordered SD Aya from Frank! O__O.....I just whipped out my calculator and figured, hey, if you want a cute realistic SD and you do the FCS thing it's going to cost something like...$900 when it's all over, and here Aya is, she's cute and costs only $680. So....there's my SD of the year. I couldn't have waited--I got the last one! But my god, what the hell am I thinking?? I charged her on my credit card, and I'm just going to have to go nuts paying her off. Well, either than or go nuts saving up the 800+ dollars for the FCS doll....;_;

I was supposed to wait till my birthday! But Aya is limited edition, how could I have waited?! Oooooh oh oh...I am a crazy freak! I am such a fool. But what could I have done? Actually, there are many things I could have done, but what's done is done and I can't take it back.

I like to tell myself that I'm securing this doll's future. I'm preventing her from falling into the hands of someone who would disfigure her and give her hot pink lipstick. ::screams:: What have I done?! Am I nuts? Time to sell some more Suikoden crap!

Comments

[tasha-neko.livejournal.com]

Woo Hoo!!! Aya is soooooooo cute!!! I'm excited for you!!! I cant wait to see pics!! Are you going to customise her? Shes super pretty as shes comes but you and your sis customise dolls so well!! Hope you post lotta pics!! ^____^