New Year's Resolution?

I almost forgot!

I never did sit down and think about my New Year's resolutions. I guess they'd be the same as last year's, except with a better attitude and more fuerza ^_^! Now that I think about it, I did a fairly decent job of keeping up last year's resolutions. If I didn't follow them through religiously I didn't completely abandon them. I seem to have more muscle tone than I did last year. ::flexes:: And....I can't remember what the other ones were. To be more laid-back? I don't know, I just remember that I promised to exercise more!

Well, I could promise to learn more Japanese, but I think I'm committed to doing that already. The same goes for sewing. Hmm...

I remember! The only New Year's resolution I didn't keep last year was to finish every cup of tea to the last drop. ^__^ Hee hee hee, I know that sounds like I'm trying to wax poetic, but I really do have a problem with sipping my tea too slowly and letting it go stone cold. It's such a waste!

But still, I think I should resolve to appreciate what I have this year, and not keep thinking about the next best thing. I wasted quite a bit of time mulling over the fact that I'm not where I want to be in anything I do. I should've stopped whining and at least taken one step in the right direction! Well, that's going to have to change. I keep telling myself, if what's stopping me from moving forward is fear, that's the worst excuse of all! *_*

Damn, it's raining like crazy out there! It feels strangely muggy for this time of night, almost like we're in the middle of a thunderstorm.

Naaa......'_'....

Lots of precipitation last night. This morning it was cold. I planned on undertaking some ambitious projects, but then that thing struck. That thing that strikes once a month. Need I say more 6_6?

I finally figured out how to switch characters in TOD 2! Would you believe it took me this long? Muu....I switched to using Judas instead of Kyle. I'm not just being a fangirl! I've been finishing battles with much higher grades now that I've been controlling him. His special attacks are great, and I enjoy it when he picks on Loni, because I can't stand that flamey gray-haired freak! Okay, maybe I'm exaggerating my hatred for Loni, but I do find him pretty annoying. ^__^ Not to the point where I'd want him to die, but I'm sick of looking at him.

Reala is just too sweet. Whenever I feel like puking from her sugar, I remind myself that at least I'm not playing Grandia, and she's not Feena! She's a cute little big-eyed puppet, but I really don't understand her shoes. They look like they're rubber ballet slippers..eh heh heh...

I've been having some strange dreams lately. I'm not sure if I want to talk about them, though. They haven't had anything to do with me or anyone in my life, but they've been so bizarre that they're almost embarrassing. I think I need to protect myself from media images for a few days. I have a real tendency to carry them over into my dream life. Am I the only person who has dreams about turning into a zombie, or watching weird programs on TV? I have a lot of dreams about strange plants growing in my yard, too; pineapples and marsh grass and huge tropical flowers. And of course, there's the recurring dream about having to drive on a highway floating in pieces in the middle of the ocean. I figure that either I'm scared to death of drowning, or I played too much Super Mario Kart as a kid ^_^;;.....

Haaa....next time I'm in my dream world, I should take a picture. It's a lot more interesting than real life. Maybe someone out there is looking after me?